for the past few hours a sense of doubts cast over me...
orientation is over, but now
it's time to get serious
will i enter the top percentage of the school cohort ever again?
will i ever enter J2?
will i stumble badly during J1?
will i be able to make it through to university?
seeing some of the students becoming muggers overnight, even during or before orientation
i am feeling quite stressful
fearing that i will not be able to catch up with them...
even if i stumble upon a single question
i am already demoralised and frightful of my future prospects....
i don't know
i feel like releasing all my sorrows now....
found a tunnel @ 2/15/2009 11:20:00 PM
